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Wednesday, January 30, 2008

難道笑，也是一種罪過？

還想讓我哭不成？

I am perfectly fine, if some of you are wondering. (: I got my minute of fame, and it was a pretty hilarious experience. XD I was and still am smiling, okay! :D I was smiling when he singled us out from the lecture group, smiling as I walked down, smiling when he talked to us, smiling through today.

[I'm sorry to say it, Sir, but I was trying hard to control myself from laughing out loud, especially when we were called up the stage. =/ It's not supposed to be funny, I know, but I found some screwed humor in it, somehow. Oops, I guess you've got to find another way to control freaks like me! -smiles sweetly- (:]

Oh well I guess we've got to blame my facial muscles for this. Sorry, peeps. If I can stretch my lips (smile, I mean) to myself on a train when I'm alone, I don't see why redox ain't funny. And I'm sure many people agree that I love to smile and show off gleaming white (not so white now, 'cos of the medicine yucks) teeth to other human beings and eh non-existent beings alike (when I'm smiling to myself). See? I didn't know smiling is a crime. Thanks for reminding me that in this world, nothing comes for free. Perhaps I should charge people next time for a smile by me, since I risk committing a crime by showing off my teeth. =/ (That leads me to think, is there some country/tribe in this world that prohibits the showing of the teeth? Very conservative, totally.)

Not that I enjoyed the attention, but I got quite self-conscious after the ordeal. Haha I was telling Jas that I should catwalk through the centre aisle in the canteen just to see how many people recognizes me. (Wait don't get me wrong. I wasn't serious. Seriously.)

Okay I shall be serious now and stop grinning away like an idiot in front of the comp.

Next time, I should try crying. Then when I grow old, I won't get wrinkles near my mouth. [I can't believe it, parts of my neck are aching BECAUSE of the weird (or ugly, whatever you call it) facial expressions I was doing yesterday! I'm sure of it since the muscles only ache when I attempt to make those faces again, zzz.]

I don't know why, but I realize that I get happy despite myself when others are sad. It's not 'cos I 幸災樂禍 okay! It's more like trying to lighten up the atmosphere, cheer them up, in the process acting as though I care about nothing in the world. And when others are happy and all smiling, I tend to blend into the background and vanish. =/


Tonight
作詞：梁心頤(Lara)　作曲：楊瑞代(蓋瑞)　
編曲：楊瑞代(蓋瑞)



(Lara) 走了又是幾條路　我們讀了又是幾本書
它們沒任何幫助tonight

(彈頭) 雨天找到一杯茶　我的笑聲找到了笑話
你的眼睛特別大tonight

(張傑) 看著鏡子裡的我　心裡的話不敢說出來　
會不會解脫tonight

(合唱) Ye~ I wanna cry, I wanna cry
直到你明白 我的全世界停在tonight
I wanna try, I wanna try 有沒有未來
不准誰遺忘變壞tonight

(Reggae)牽我的手 La la la la

(張傑) 看著鏡子裡的我　心裡的話不敢說出來
會不會解脫tonight

(合唱) Ye~ I wanna cry, I wanna cry
直到你明白 我的全世界停在tonight
I wanna try, I wanna try 有沒有未來
不准誰遺忘變壞tonight

(合唱) 眨眼　明天　會不會改變　而我們　
只存在 tonight

(合唱) Ye~ I wanna cry, I wanna cry
直到你明白 我的全世界停在tonight
I wanna try, I wanna try 有沒有未來
不准誰遺忘變壞tonight

(Raggae) 牽我的手 La la la la

(合唱) Ye~ I wanna cry, I wanna cry
直到你明白 我的全世界停在tonight
I wanna try, I wanna try 有沒有未來
不准誰遺忘變壞tonight


純真
作詞：阿信　作曲：阿信　編曲：五月天



長長的路上我想我們是朋友
如果有期待我想最好是不說
你總是微笑的你總是不開口
世界被你掌握
月亮繞地球地球繞著太陽走
我以為世界是座寧靜的宇宙
今晚的天空有一顆流星劃過
在預言著什麼

在無聲之中你拉起了我的手
我怎麼感覺整個黑夜在震動
耳朵裡我聽到了心跳的節奏
星星在閃爍　 你(會)怎麼說

你心中一定有座濃霧的湖泊
任憑月光再皎潔照也照不透
你眼中閃爍湖面無邊的溫柔
那波光在　誘惑

你已經有他就不應該再有我
世界的純真此刻為你有迷惑
我想我應該輕輕放開你的手
我卻沒有力氣這麼做


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