sucky week!
Sunday, July 09, 2006
Life can't suck more.
Next week I'll die.
It is so frustrating. I'll either fail my RS, Bio PT, or my A Math test.
Or all.
I can't see myself completing all of these and passing my A strand test on Monday. I am completely a retard at Linear Programming (All my WSs are blank. Like empty. With no name or date or whateverso), and my Summative (those stigma stuff) is horribly horrible. Oh and I lost my worksheets. So wow. It'll be a miracle if I can pass again. I thought last time round was pure luck.
Bio is irritating. Stuff keep popping up last minute.
And RS. I don't even want to think abouRit. Shall do it at midnight or sth worst come to worst. HELLO I AM FLUNKING ALL MY TESTS.
Then next week Tues cooking class. Weds .22 shooting. Thurs CO. Fri CO concert. Sat Open House. Then the cycle repeats itself.
Just look at my report book! Sec1 and 2 with Sec3. The GPA. The results. I dread to look at my marks. Luckily the comments by the teachers have been kind. Not like last year. 'Yi Xin tend to lose focus at times'. Gosh. Luckily my mum did not find this suspicious. Hehh. But even if I 'lost focus' last year during Math, I still achieved a better grade than this year. Stupid Math PT. Pull my marks down. My Math has been declining steadily for the past three years. Sec1 I managed a 90+, sec two a high 80, and now.. A low 80. I am so loser. This is sad.
And I became even more depressed after reading lena's blog. Don't ask me why, but I think some people have already guessed the answer. ): MY FATE.
FATE. Reminds me, my chinese pt!
Close make a wish! This could last forever (...) Now I'm climbing the walls cos I miss you..
bsb (:
--FIRst Day <33--
7/09/2006 01:35:00 PM
Saturday, July 08, 2006
Officially addicted sha sha de shui. Such a nice song. I'll always remember the song as the time me and Jas wandering around Toh Payoh Hub at night, after SYF opening ceremony. Whenever I hear the song I'll think of me and Jas walking around in the dark with our old chang kee fried squid, then sitting down at the steps, savouring the taste of MacDonald's 50cents ice cream. Aww great memories! Make me so shang1 gan3. Will I ever bear to let it go?
Yesterday I posted quite a number of songs.. But did not have time to explain why I like those songs.
1. Where'd You Go - Fort Minor Feat Holly
Heard this song on AT40 for the first time.. Loved the tune. Then when I went to Thailand saw the MV on their MTV channel. The tune is really unique and gets to hooked on it. (:
2. Hips Don't Lie
Again, thanks to AT40 and Ryan Seacrest, heard this song. Liked it quite alot. Then saw it on Yahoo Music Videos as well. But when I saw the lyrics I was like 'okayy'. NVM! To me, the tune is more important. (:
3. Bad Day
Dick told me about this during NPCC sea survival training. Before that heard it on American Idol once or twice, but did not know the name of the song. Not bad a song!
4. Here Without You
This time round, thanks to Singapore Idol. Heard it sang by either Paul or the other guy in Guys Group one.. Eeps can't remember the name. But should be Paul. Then saw it on someone's blog. Nice catchy song.
5. Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Oh. I loved this song last year, when it was topping charts. Green Day rocks! Their Wake Me up When September Ends is nice too! Heard it on AT40.
6. Never Gone
BSB! Of course I support BSB's songs. The lyrics is nice. 'I'll see yous omewhere down the road again..' Aww. Makes me feel sad somehow.
7. Climbing the Walls
Oh I simply love this song. Didn't know it is a BSB song till a few weeks later. If I am not wrong, I heard it once on Man Chuo's mp3 during the bus ride from Bangkok to Pattaya. IT IS REALLY NICE!!! If I were not so attached to Show Me the Meaning of Being Lonely, this may be my favourite song. I heartt this song so so much.
8. Beautiful Woman
Rather catchy tune. Not exactly my favourite BSB's song.
9. Siberia
'Then my heart did time in Siberia
Was waiting for the lie to come true
Cause it's oh so dark mysterious
When the one you want doesn't want you too'
Not bad!
10. Show Me the Meaning of Being Lonely
Now. My favouitest song ever! (sorry for the grammatical errors.) After watching the Mulder Scully music video, got hooked on this song. Then there's the bsb MV.
--FIRst Day <33--
7/08/2006 07:54:00 PM
Lyrics
Friday, July 07, 2006
Fort Minor Where'd You Go Lyrics
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself tryna stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me when I feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbeque up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Hallowe'en with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once in a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
Anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find you have somethin' to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For while you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you'll can sing it...
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Hips Don't Lie
Ladies up in here tonight
No fighting, no fighting
We got the refugees up in here
No fighting, no fighting
Shakira, Shakira
I never really knew that she could dance like this
She makes a man wants to speak Spanish
Como se llama, bonita, mi casa, su casa
Shakira, Shakira
Oh baby when you talk like that
You make a woman go mad
So be wise and keep on
Reading the signs of my body
And I'm on tonight
You know my hips don't lie
And I'm starting to feel it's right
All the attraction, the tension
Don't you see baby, this is perfection
Hey Girl, I can see your body moving
And it's driving me crazy
And I didn't have the slightest idea
Until I saw you dancing
And when you walk up on the dance floor
Nobody cannot ignore the way you move your body, girl
And everything so unexpected - the way you right and left it
So you can keep on taking it
I never really knew that she could dance like this
She makes a man want to speak Spanish
Como se llama, bonita, mi casa, su casa
Shakira, Shakira
Oh baby when you talk like that
You make a woman go mad
So be wise and keep on
Reading the signs of my body
And I'm on tonight
You know my hips don't lie
And I am starting to feel you boy
Come on lets go, real slow
Don't you see baby asi es perfecto
Oh I know I am on tonight my hips don't lie
And I am starting to feel it's right
All the attraction, the tension
Don't you see baby, this is perfection
Shakira, Shakira
Oh boy, I can see your body moving
Half animal, half man
I don't, don't really know what I'm doing
But you seem to have a plan
My will and self restraint
Have come to fail now, fail now
See, I am doing what I can, but I can't so you know
That's a bit too hard to explain
Baila en la calle de noche
Baila en la calle de d�a
Baila en la calle de noche
Baila en la calle de d�a
I never really knew that she could dance like this
She makes a man want to speak Spanish
Como se llama, bonita, mi casa, su casa
Shakira, Shakira
Oh baby when you talk like that
You know you got me hypnotized
So be wise and keep on
Reading the signs of my body
Senorita, feel the conga, let me see you move like you come from Colombia
Mira en Barranquilla se baila as�, say it!
Mira en Barranquilla se baila as�
Yeah
She's so sexy every man's fantasy a refugee like me back with the Fugees from a 3rd world country
I go back like when 'pac carried crates for Humpty Humpty
I need a whole club dizzy
Why the CIA wanna watch us?
Colombians and Haitians
I ain't guilty, it's a musical transaction
No more do we snatch ropes
Refugees run the seas 'cause we own our own boats
I'm on tonight, my hips don't lie
And I'm starting to feel you boy
Come on let's go, real slow
Baby, like this is perfecto
Oh, you know I am on tonight and my hips don't lie
And I am starting to feel it's right
The attraction, the tension
Baby, like this is perfection
No fighting
No fighting
Daniel Powter - Bad Day
Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion s gone away
And I don t need no carryin on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You re faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life s been way off line
You re falling to pieces everytime
And I don t need no carryin on
Cause you had a bad day
You re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don t know
You tell me don t lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don t lie
You re coming back down and you really don t mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don t need no carryin on
You had a bad day
You re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don t know
You tell me don t lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don t lie
You re coming back down and you really don t mind
You had a bad day
(Oh.. Holiday..)
Sometimes the system goes on the brink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I m not wrong
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day
You re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don t know
You tell me don t lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You ve seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
3 Doors Down - Here Without You
A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
All the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreamin' of your face
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight, there's only you and me.
The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go.
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me.
Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done.
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me
Green Day - Boulevard of Broken Dreams
I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But its home to me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Blvd. of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there would find me
Till then I'll walk alone
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah
I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And where I walk alone
Read between the lines of what's
fucked up and everything抯 all right
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there would find me
Till then I'll walk alone
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
I walk this empty street
On the Blvd. of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a..
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there would find me
Till then I'll walk alone!
Love BSB's songs. The songs from Never Gone are rather good.
Never Gone
The things we did the things we said
keep coming back to me and make me smile again
You showed me how to face the truth
Everything Thats good in me I owe it to you..
Though the distance thats between us now may seem to be too far
It will never seperate us deep inside I know you are..
Never Gone never far in my heart is where you are.
Always close everyday ever step along the way
Even if we never got to say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life
Never gone……
I walk along these empty streets
There is not a second your not here with me
The love you gave the praise you showed
you ll always give me strength and be my scrawling stone
Somehow you found a way to see the best I have in me
As far as time goes on i swear to you that you will be……
Never Gone never far in my heart is where you are.
Always close everyday every step along the way
Even if we never got to say goodbye
I know that you will forever be in my life
Never Gone Come find me..There is one thing I believe……I believe
I will see you somewhere down the road again
Never Gone never far in my heart is where you are.
Always close everyday every step along the way
Even if we never got to say goodbye
I know that you will forever be in my life
Never Gone never far in my heart is where you are.
Always close everyday every step along the way
Never Gone never far in my heart is where you are……
Climbing The Walls
Close your eyes, make a wish
This could last forever
If only you could stay with me, now
So, tell me what it is that keeps us from each other, now
Yeah, its coming to get me
You re under my skin
No, I can t ever let you go
You re a part of me, now
Caught by the taste of your kiss
And I don t wanna know the reason why I can t stay forever like this
Now, I m climbing the walls cause I miss you
Take my hand, take my life
Just don t take forever
And let me feel your pain kept inside
There s gotta be a way you and I together, now
Yeah, it s coming to get me
You re under my skin
No, I can t ever let you go
You re a part of me, now
Caught by the taste of your kiss
And I don t wanna know the reason why I can t stay forever like this
Now, I m climbing the walls cause I miss you
It s an illusion how can I feel this way
(If I can t have you)
It s an illusion nothing is real this way
(If I can t have you)
No, I can t let you go
You re a part of me, now
Caught by the taste of your kiss
And I don t want to know
The reason why I can t stay forever like this
Now, I m climbing the walls cause I miss you
I can t let you go no
And I don t wanna know the reason why
I can t stay forever like this
Now, I m climbing the walls cause I miss you
Beautiful Woman
How can I begin to
Tell you what you do to
Me every time I hear ya
More willing to wanna see ya
I know that there’s no use in
Tryin’ to explain the confusion
But still I’m not complainin’
’Bout my situation
Let’s not talk about a
Possible ending
The very first time that I
Was lookin’ to be your fella
I found my inspiration
Hidin’ in your expression
So I put myself on forward
For your consideration
Let’s not talk about a
Possible ending
Let’s not think about it
Every day
And I know
I’m so
In love
With you
I’m finding it harder and harder to breath
Every time I’m near
A beautiful woman
And so we put the top down
To take you drivin’downtown
I guess we’ll know just what to do
When you’re lookin’to fool around
It’s too late to stop me
I know we’re gonna get down
（My beautiful woman）
A beautiful woman
A beautiful woman
A beautiful woman
B is for beautiful as the sunshine
E tells me everything is feelin’alright
A goes to U and me
swingin’it down
T is two I want you
You’ve got me actin’ like a Fool
Siberia
“When you come back, I won’t be here”
She said and gently pulled me near
“If you wanna talk, you can call
And, no, it’s not your fault”
I just smiled and said “Let go of me
Now, there’s something I just gotta know
Did someone else steal my part?”
She said, “It’s not your fault”
Then my heart did time in Siberia
Was waiting for the lie to come true
Cause it’s oh so dark and mysterious
When the one you want doesn’t want you too
I was drifting in between
Like I was on the outside looking in, yeah
And in my dreams you are still here
Like you’ve always been (oh yeah)
Yeah, my heart did time in Siberia
Was waiting the lie to come true
Cause it’s oh so dark and mysterious
When the one you want doesn’t want you too
I gave myself away completely
But you just couldn’t see me
Though, I was sleeping in your bed
Cause someone else was on your mind and in your head
When I came back, she wasn’t there
Just a note left on the stairs
If you wanna talk, give me a call
My heart did time in Siberia
Was waiting for the lie to come true
Cause it’s oh so dark and mysterious
When the one you want doesn’t want you too
Siberia
Not forgetting my all time favourite song..
Show Me the Meaning of Being Lonely
show me the meaning of being lonely
so many words for the broken heart
it's hard to see in a crimson love
so hard to breathe
walk with me
and maybe
nights of light so soon become
wild and free i could feel the sun
your every wish will be done
they tell me...
chorus
show me the meaning of being lonely
(being lonely)
is this the feeling i need to walk with
tell me why
tell me why i can't be there where you are
(where you are)
there's something missing in my heart
life goes on as it never ends
eyes of stone observe the trends
they never say forever gaze if only
guilty roads to an endless love
there's no control
are you with me now
your every wish will be done
they tell me
chorus again!
there's nowhere to run
i have no place to go
surrender my heart' body and soul
how can it be you're asking me
to feel the things you never show
you are missing in my heart
tell me why i can't be there where you are
chorus.. again.
Yayy.
--FIRst Day <33--
7/07/2006 10:45:00 PM
Sorry about yesterday's post. Wow. I must have been really pissed/tired/hungry/upset.
Still listening to sha sha de shui, but now it sounds sweet. (: Reminds me of dustbin and donkey and duckie. The 3Ds. (:
Anyway. Today's NPCC is fun! I love it. The training was rather tiring, but I really enjoyed it alot. Ma'am Nur (sp?) was there, together with her 3 other friends. We played captain's ball! Woah going to drop dead le. Oh and half way through the session we saw Tee and another guy wearing shorts and tee-shirt, carrying their rackets, going up the tennis court. Serene, Dick (SD), Shrimp and I all covered our faces, pretending he never exist, and hiding our faces. -.- lol. I never saw any teacher playing squash/tennis/other sports activities in school before. But just found out from certain sources that was the president of students' council in acjc? It's rather shocking. Ok shall not be too mean. (:
Our unit song rocks! Love it!
Now it is confirmed that my pants, which is supposed to be size 4, is actually size 3. The length difference is ridiculous. Arhhh. I want my size 4 pants! And size 4 shoes! (:
WuHa really makes me happy. Lalalala.
Oh saw duckie during NPCC too! Duckie was walking around.. since it's really quite massive, I could see it all the time. (: Duckie is nice.
Next week monday is my death day. It'll be my Bio PT presentation, HSSRP draft final report due date, and A Math test date. I have't studied for A strand yet. I am going to fail! And get myself kicked out! (:
LALALALALALALALALALALALAAAAAAAA...
Go rgcohuuz Go RGNPCCsea!
--FIRst Day <33--
7/07/2006 09:26:00 PM
Thursday, July 06, 2006
NPCC shooting Dry Prac was quite fun. In a way.
When we reached Home Team Academy, Mr Ganesh asked us to seek shelter in the cafetaria. There were quite a few officer-looking policemen and women, eating their food in the air-conditioned enclosed area. There was a group of officers watching a soccer game. Guess the World Cup fever is practically everywhere.
My size 4 pants is too short for me! I am quite sure someone altered it or it's supposed to be size 3 but they mistakened it for size 4.. Hello it's at least 5 cm above my ankle.
Shooting! The instructor was rather ok, but he made shooting looked like a breeze. In actually fact, I couldn't push the trigger without using two fingers. But I like the gun! So cool! And it's 500 bucks only! For a gun it's cheap. The HKMP5 is cooler though! I love the submachine gun. Really fun, that gun. The cocking was tiring, but it's still easier than pulling the trigger of the .22. Whee guns rock. Even though I can't aim properly, I still love them.
The bus took ages to come. But when it did, one and a half hours later, it looked rather confortable inside.
I am so so sleepy now. Going to fall asleep anytime. Night.
--FIRst Day <33--
7/06/2006 10:09:00 PM
Depression
I feel so terribly sad now.
It's partially the song I am listening to.. JunYang's sha sha de shui, which I was attracted to since first hearing it on Saturday after SYF. It makes my feel all empty, as if something precious is taken from you. Sighh.
It's also my fault. I am not really thinking straight these days. I feel so horrible. I am starting to feel that there's a barrier surrounding me, a gou1 qu1 (huge gap) that grows bigger by each day. No, I don't hate anybody, it's meaningless. Instead, I am scared of people. I don't want to say something wrong and anger someone. I don't know if I am being too sensitive or what, but I find myself trying to guess what a person is thinking, whether she's angry or feeling sad, which makes me feel real bad, as most times I believe they think negatively about me. I rarely gets too close to most people, 'cos I don't want to get hurt. I felt that before, it pained me. I find no meaning in my existance. I am so useless and sometimes I wonder what good am I being alive and leeching on my parents' money? I am ugly, dumb and fat. (My mum says that to me daily) I am grossed out by myself. Urgh.
Throughout today, I had stomach ache. As in really stomach. Felt like gastric pain. At 7.30 we were still trapped at the bus stop outside school. (Seriously, next time you people tell us before hand that you are going off by other modes of transport and not make us wait for you. Waste our time. - ok I have to say this when I am still in a bad mood, before I start regreting it.) When I grew up I'll have a car or sth, no matter how ex it can be, because I'll not let my kids suffer like I do (if I ever have kids). Then they'll get more sleep in the morning and they'll not need to trudge home after school at 8 o'clock. Or I'll own a minibus and drive all the unfortunate kids (like me) back home. Sigh. I feel sick, hungry and really really sleepy. I almost fell asleep during CO.
Honestly I can't bring myself to look at anyone from CO now. I feel lonely. Feel like I am not part of them. Cos I am not them. I am different. No matter how hard I want to hide the truth, the fact is still that I'll never be like them. Reality. I cannot connect with them.
Oh thanks Esther Chunyue Siyun! It's fun talking/gossiping with you peeps! Haha friendly Esther and her Pee!
沙沙的谁
斑驳的台阶 一双老旧的鞋
这无声却怀念的 气氛和对味
诗里的世界 被风翻了几页
我的妥协 却被你撕毁
你给我的承诺像标本框里的蝶
冰冷的睡 像永不再醒来的离别
满园的落叶任风吹 听出沙沙的谁
离开的声音急促的令人心碎
你一脸的无邪 却连笑都不给
诗句语带威胁 结局要怎么完美
满园的落叶任风吹 听出沙沙的谁
你的脚步声匆忙的那么零碎
我转过身背对 你远去的感觉
安静的为你 写下一首诗 再落泪
自我催眠
我想要学会自我催眠
痛觉会少一些
潜意识作祟
想着想到失眠我躺在没有你的房间
寂寞更加明显
我渐渐的自我催眠
却回不到从前
I want to zi4 wo3 cui1 mian2. The song is quite sad too. Welcome to my Sucky Life.
--FIRst Day <33--
7/06/2006 09:06:00 PM
syfoc
Sunday, July 02, 2006
I am halfway through my Thailand travel log, but now I am too lazy to finish it off.
So now. First week of school! Already I am feeling the homework piling up at my table and the stress is back. I've got a Math test in two days' time. A history test coming up. And A Math test in week 3. Bio PT is due in week 3 too, so is our hssrp project draft report. AND. If I am not wrong, we'll be getting another 7 more pts this term or next. Since the only project we've finished is Math, we'll be submitting Bio and Chinese PT soon, and there'll be History, Social Studs, English, Chem, Physics. And most probably a A Math project as well. This is so great. Like I can survive this.
NPCC. The year end camp seems fun. I can't wait. (:
Oh. We have a new bio teacher. More about him later.
SYF opening ceremony! I went. I actually spent my whole afternoon+night there. Sigh. Me and Crystal changed places. So I went with the 308-312s and Jasmine while crystal went with my class and Gladys they all. It just happened that our new Bio teacher went with my group. Oh. He's called MRTee or Tea or Justea or Tee Shirt.. But T is short and sweet. So it's T. Yeah. When our bus reached the place, it was so coincidental that his ex-school was there too! It's called Beatty Sec or sth. We were rather surprised when his ex-pupils screamed his name and went forward to shake hands with him and talk to him.. Didn't expect him to be so popular. Maybe he's kind of nice, if we get to know him better. Oh wells. Then we walked across a bridge, and Jas exclaimed that it reminded her of x-men3. Ya'll know, the Golden Bridge (sth like that) scene.. Real cool! (I am Magneto. Join my Brotherhood! (:) Yep. So we walked past a construction site and we saw some guys smoking. Sighh. SMOKING IS BAD FOR HEALTH! IF YOU WANT TO LIVE LONGER, THEN SAY NO TO SMOKING. haha. When we reached there we were again seated right next to Beatty Sec. I think MrT felt rather ji1 dong4. So did the students. I mean if I were to see erm Dustbin? around, I MIGHT have behaved the same way. Might.
The whole thing is rather boring. I was rather amused by the dance coordinator, though. I think it's because the dance moves are better suited for ladies, and he just looked weird dancing those steps. We took a pic of him dancing. Haha. Oh. It was so hot, the place. I was practically burning. The coke did make me feel a little better, but it was hot. And I hate coke. I finished my first bootle of water even before reaching our seats. The military band competition was quite fun I think. Not bad. Oh. I like the parade! NPCC GOHs totally rock. Haha. Go NPCC! There are so many NP contingents! Oh and I saw a police officer! He looks really smart in the uniform. A person almost fainted during the parade, and was escorted out. Back to the military band comp. TKS was really creative in their formations. I think Deyi's major was good tho. And yep, those people won the best team and best major award respectively. Great job! Oh. The girl seated beside me was nice! She offered us food to eat! (: Such friendly people around! Certainly brightened up my day a bit.
Leaving the place. Two guys were really rather irritating. They walked beside us, and said rather loudly 'raffles is such a lousy school' blaa blaa blaa. Their school mates were talking behind our backs quite obviously as well, because I could catch snatches of 'raffles' here and there from their conversations. It was not like one or two students. Our group, X837, was surrounded by a sea of people from their school. Me and Jas were like 'Whatever!'. Just at that tine, two of them looked into the bag of a girl in front of us. (supposedly. Cos I did not see it happen) What i did catch was MrT saying rather loudly/sternly, 'HEY! Mind your own business'. Cool. That was the coolest thing he said so far, after three lessons with him. I did not have a good opinion of him at first, after his 'mind own business', I thought of T slightly bettter. At least he's willing to stand up for us. Which is quite rare to see. I was quite certain that after that, all the mutterings stopped. (:
So on the bus back home, Jas and I were discussing about CO and stuff, and we got rather depressed. We got our cards signed (luckily mrT did not realize that I am not Crystal Lee Zi Jun), and returned the red bandanas the school provided us with, then dismissed outside school. Jas thought I was over-sensitive. In fact, she thought most of us are overly sensitive over some stuffs. Yeah. Ok. I admit. Maybe I am.
So we ate ice cream and old chang kee at toh payoh hub. Three people asked us for directions today! I must have looked really knowledgeable and friendly enough! (:
Went home in Jas's car as usual. When we stopped by my block, she was pointing at something behind me. I was quite blur at that hour, and did not manage to understand what she meant. Apparently this couple was kissing at the busstop. I didn't know. I thought the girl was having a stomach cramp and the guy was comforting her. Ok. I am slow. Sort of.
Sighh. Shall start mugging math, do rs and bio pt. My life looks more and more depressing by each day.
--FIRst Day <33--
7/02/2006 10:10:00 PM
