X-element
Wednesday, April 27, 2005

Lyrics † Show Me the Meaning of Being Lonely/Backstreet Boys

Show me the meaning of being lonely
So many words for the broken heart
It's hard to see in a crimson love
So hard to breathe
Walk with me, and maybe
Nights of light so soon become
Wild and free I could feel the sun
Your every wish will be done
They tell me
Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I can't be there where you are
There's something missing in my heart
Life goes on as it never ends

Eyes of stone observe the trends
They never say forever gaze upon me
Guilty roads to an endless love (endless love)
There's no control
Are you with me now
Your every wish will be done
They tell me

Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I can't be there where you are
There's something missing in my heart

There's nowhere to run
I have no place to go
Surrender my heart, body, and soul
How can it be
You're asking me
To feel the things you never show
You are missing in my heart
Tell me why I can't be there where you are

Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I can't be there where you are
There's something missing in my heart


I was watching this X-file video when i chanced upon this song. bring back fond memories of %AB, when we actually danced to some backstreet boy song...for teachers' day!!!

anyway, X-file is my all-time favouritEST show ever. and i mean EVER. it's so darn nice!!! <33>.<>(super nice. really.)

SCULLY QUOTES:

"I had you big time."--FTF

"Don't think! Just pick up the phone and make it happen!"--FTF

"There's no time!"--FTF

"Mulder they have divided us, they're splitting us up." --FTF

"I left behind a career in medicine because I thought that I could make a difference at the FBI. But it hasn't turned out that way. And now if, if they were transfer me to Omaha, or Cleveland, or some field office it just doesn't hold the interest for me that it once did. Not after what I've seen and done." --FTF

"Maybe you should ask yourself if your heart is still in it too." --FTF

"Are you drunk, Mulder?"--FTF

"I don't know what killed this man. I'm not sure anybody else could claim to either."--FTF

"I'm already way past the point of common sense here."--FTF

"We've got two choices. One of them is wrong."--FTF

"They haul gas in tanker trucks. They haul oil in tanker trucks. They do not haul viruses in tanker trucks."--FTF

"*You're* on the verge, Mulder. Please don't do this to me."--FTF

"You don't, Mulder. You've never needed me. I've only held you back."--FTF

"I don't believe the FBI currently has an investigative unit qualified to pursue the evidence in hand."--FTF


MULDER QUOTES:

"What do I do? I'm the key figure in an ongoing government charade. The plot to conceal the truth about the existence of extraterrestials. It's a global conspiracy actaully with key players in the highest levels of power that reaches down into the lives of every man women and child on this planet. So of course no one believes me, I'm an annoyance to my superiors a joke to my peers, they call me 'Spooky, Spooky Mulder' who's sister was abducted by aliens when he was just a kid and who now chases after little-green men with a badge and a gun shouting to the heavens or anyone who will listen that the fix is in and that the sky is falling and when it hits it's gonna be the shit storm of all time." --FTF --i love this quote man.


and this one is season 5 quotes...all by scully. have to thank all thingX [dot] com for this.

SCULLY QUOTES:

"The cruelest ironies are those consecrated by the passage of time, chanced and occasioned by shocking discovery. I had joined Agent Mulder on the X-Files because of my background in the medical sciences. My assignment was to question his work, to debunk his investigations, and to reign him back into the FBI mainstream. Now, as fate would have it, I am calling on these very same skills to prove that he has been the target of a scheme orchestrated by someone close to us in the FBI. Someone we have trusted above all others, involved in a highly organized plot to keep a dangerous secret from the light of day." --Redux

"I have few short hours to conduct these tests before I must appear before an FBI panel to explain myself. And as I am ready to lie to them about Agent Mulder, I am also ready to confront them with proof--proof extracted from this tiny organism--that could blow open a conspiracy of global consequence."--Redux

"If my work with Agent Mulder has tested the foundation of my beliefs, science has been and continues to be my guiding light. Now I'm again relying on its familiar and systematic methods to arrive at a truth, a fact that might explain the fate that has befallen me. An investigation that began without, now turning within."--Redux

"If science serves me to these ends, it is not lost on me that the tool with which I've come to depend on absolutely cannot save or protect me, but only bring into focus the darkness that lies ahead."--Redux

"That would mean that for four years we've been nothing more than pawns in a game...that it was a lie from the beginning."--Redux

"Mulder, these men....You give them your faith, and you're supposed to trust them with your life."--Redux

"It's got to happen. Everything in my life depends upon it."--Redux

"All lies lead to the truth. Isn't that right?"--Redux

"What I have here is proof undeniable that the men who gave me this disease were also behind the hoax. A plot designed to lead to Agent Mulder's demise and to my own, planned and executed by someone in this room. What I have here is scientific evidence."--Redux

"Mulder, if I can save you, let me. Let me give at least some meaning to what's happened to me."--Redux II

"I think that everybody here has their heart in the right place, but I need it to be *my* decision."--Redux II

"Have you ever witnessed a miracle, Dr. Zuckerman?"--Redux II

"I fight, and I fight, and I fight...but I've been so stupid."--Redux II

"I've come so far in life on simple faith, and now when I need it the most, I just push it away."--Redux II

"I must remind you that this goes against the Bureau's policy of male and female agents consorting in the same hotel room while on assignment."--Detour

"Mulder, we're in Western Florida. The closest thing to primitive down here is living in a beachfront retirement condo."--Detour

"I identified with Betty's bustline."--Detour

"You know, Mulder, sometimes I think some work on your communication skills wouldn't be such a bad idea."--Detour

"What would that be filed next to? The cockroach that ate Cincinnati?"--Detour

"Maybe if it rains sleeping bags, you'll get lucky."--Detour

"When I was fighting my cancer, I was angry at the injustice of it and its meaninglessness, and then I realized that that was the struggle--to give it meaning; to make sense of it."--Detour

"There has to be a scientific explanation for this."--Detour "Is there anything that you *don't* believe in, Mulder?"--Post Modern Prometheus

"Several months ago, I learned that as a result of my abduction--of what they did to me--that I cannot conceive a child....I just never realized how much I wanted it until I couldn't have it."--Christmas Carol

"To be honest, I've started to question my priorities since I was first diagnosed with cancer, and I feel like I've been given a second chance."--Christmas Carol

"Ever since I was a child, I never allowed myself to get too close to people. I've avoided emotional attachments. Perhaps I've been so afraid of death and dying, that any connection just seemed like a bad thing--something that wouldn't last. But I don't feel that anymore."--Christmas Carol

"I don't believe in fate. I think we have to choose our own path."--Christmas Carol

"It begins where it ends--in nothingness. A nightmare born from deepest fears coming to me unguarded. Whispering images unlocked from time and distance. A soul unbound, touched by others but never held, on a course chartered by some unseen hand. The journey ahead promising no more than my past reflected back upon me until at last I reach the end--facing a truth I can no longer deny. Alone...as ever."--Emily

"I can protect her too."--Emily

"I am a medical doctor, and the decisions that I make are reasonable and right."--Emily

"Do you think that I don't want what's best for this child? Do you think that I'm not trying to save her life?"--Emily

"Mulder, whoever brought this child into this world didn't intend to love her."--Emily

"You were right. This child was not meant to be."--Emily

"Who are the men who would create a life whose only hope is to die?"--Emily

"I'm on vacation."--Chinga

"I was hoping for something a little more helpful."--Chinga

"New England hospitality. Heard about it all my life....Finally got a chance to experience it for myself."--Chinga

"I've been thinking that maybe we need to explore other possibilities....Well, maybe we need to keep our minds open to extreme possibilities."--Chinga

"That looks like something out of Jules Verne. We're suppose to eat that?"--Chinga

"Mulder, are there any references in occult literature to objects that have the power to direct human behavior?...Um...like a doll, for instance?"--Chinga

"Oh, I don't know. I think some things are better left unexplained."--Chinga

"And what was your role in this? Were you the bass player?"--Killswitch

"Your name is Esther Nairn?"--Killswitch

"Oh, right. Death from above."--Killswitch

"Aren't you worried it's gonna track you down, Esther? Hunt you down with its particle beam?"--Killswitch

"Did anyone think to check his email?"--Killswitch

"I didn't do the...with the thing!"--Bad Blood

"Tonight? I just put money in the Magic Fingers!"--Bad Blood

"Hoo-boy!"--Bad Blood

"If there's a point, Mulder, please feel free to come to it."--Bad Blood

"Anyway, I was drugged."--Bad Blood

"It's not that Mexican goat-sucker either."--Bad Blood

"Yee-haw."--Bad Blood

"What do you mean you want me to do another autopsy? And why do I have to do it right now? I just spent hours on my feet doing an autopsy all for you! I do it all for you, Mulder! You know, I haven't eaten since six o'clock this morning. And all that was was a half of a cream cheese bagel, and it wasn't even real cream cheese, it was light cream cheese! And now you want me to run off and do another autopsy? What the hell happened to you?"--Bad Blood

"Don't you touch that bed!"--Bad Blood

"Creep."--Bad Blood

"You're saying that I actually hit him two times? And then he sort of flew at me like a flying squirrel?"--Bad Blood

"Why would a real vampire need fake fangs? I mean...for the sake of argument."--Bad Blood

"Mulder, it's not just me. Nobody in their right mind will ever believe that story."--Bad Blood

"Shouldn't that be my picture next to that headline?"--Patient X

"You look constipated, actually."--Patient X

"Well I guess I'm done here. You seem to have invalidated your own work. Have a nice life."--Patient X

"Mulder, why are you tiptoeing around the obvious facts? I mean, this is Skyland Mountain. We're right back here on Skyland Mountain."--Patient X

"You know Mulder, maybe you shouldn't be so quick to rule out what Cassandra Spender has to say."--Patient X

"Mulder, when I met you five years ago, you told me that your sister had been abducted...by aliens--that that event had marked you so deeply that nothing else mattered. I didn't believe you, but I followed you on nothing more than your faith that the truth was out there--based not on facts, not on science, but on your memories that your sister had been taken from you. Your memories were all that you had...."--The Red and the Black

"Whether you trust them or not, they've led you here--and me, but I have no memories to either trust nor distrust. And if you ask me now to follow you again, to stand behind you in what you now believe, without knowing what happened to me out there, without those memories....I can't...I won't."--The Red and the Black

"How else did she see...batvision?"--Mind's Eye

"Father, I'm an FBI Agent. I've taken it as my code and purpose to uphold the law, to save lives."--All Souls

"Father, I told you I had a sin to confess, but for the sin of which I'm guilty, I'm not sure you can offer forgiveness. An innocent girl is dead because of me. I could have saved her life, but I let her die."--All Souls

"As much as I have my faith, Father, I am a scientist, trained to weigh evidence. But science only teaches us how, not why."--All Souls

"I brought Agent Mulder on the case to help temper my feelings, to keep them from clouding my judgement. I wouldn't admit it to him, but as we stood there, I felt as if Father Gregory were speaking directly to me in a language only I could understand."--All Souls

"I was raised to believe that God has his reasons, however mysterious."--All Souls

"I told myself that it was all in my head, an hallucination brought on by my emotional connection to the case, but that's not what it was, Father. I was meant to see Emily for a purpose--to save these girls.""--All Souls

"I've seen things, things that have made me question if there aren't larger forces at work here."--All Souls

"Maybe that's what faith is."--All Souls

(Hotel clerk) "Are you the wife?" (Scully) "Not even close."--Pine Bluff Variant

"Exactly what agency are you guys from? (pause) Obviously not the Office of Information."--Pine Bluff Variant

"You knew about this all along! You knew about this the whole time!"--Pine Bluff Variant

"Folie a Deux--A madness shared by two."--Folie a Deux

"Analyze the data...with an eye to the parapsychological."--The End

"Mulder, whatever you may believe, this time, they may have won."--The End

MULDER QUOTES:
"I had come here looking for answers, hoping not only to lay bare this conspiracy against the men behind it, but to finally learn the truth about the possibility of intelligent extraterrestrial life. Now, with what I've heard, my beliefs seem more and more improbable. The possibility of a cure for Scully somewhere inside these walls my only hope. But if I might find it, and somehow save her, the very existence of this cure would mean with certainty that I had believed in a lie from the start." -- Redux

"If I did indeed have the cure for Scully's cancer I was now as dependent on her as she was on me. As I had breached this facility, I needed to find my way out to safety, depending on Scully to weave her story, to tell her tale, to make them believe the lie." -- Redux

"Keep going, FBI woman." -- Redux

"This hoax, your cancer -- everything, Scully. It doesn't just lead back to the military. It leads back to the FBI." -- Redux

"I once heard the best way to regenerate body heat is to get into a sleeping bag naked with someone else." -- Detour

"Scully, do you think it's too soon for me to get my own 1-900 number?" -- Post Modern Prometheus

"I'm alarmed that you would reduce these people to a stereotype. Not everybody dreams to get on Jerry Springer." -- Post Modern Prometheus

"The other victims... they had their frying pans... violated." -- Post Modern Prometheus

"But given the power, what man could resist the temptation? To create life in his own image."-- Post Modern Prometheus

"If you load the Kill Switch, what's going to keep it [the AI] from pulling another college prank." -- Kill Switch

"Oh, yeah. It's amazing what I can accomplish without incessant questioning and meddling into everything I do-" -- Chinga

"Sheriff, does your town have a cemetery? A really old one, off the beaten path? The creepier, the better?" -- Bad Blood

"It's my feeling -- and I've discussed this with Agent Scully -- this boy might be a key not just to human potential, but to all spiritual, unexplained, and paranormal phenomena. A key to everything in the X-Files." -- The End

"This was all being strategized. Every move, I just couldn't see it. That it was all part of a plan." -- The End

cool right.




Monday, April 25, 2005

Quote from sherry's post in rgcohuuz blog. waaa. so touching. *cries* -touched- waaa.

this chapter of our beautiful dream may have ended... but our juniors will continue writing the next chapter of this dream, the dream of each and every one of us putting our energies and souls together to create beautiful endings.

seniors: the wonderful batch (which consists of 2 ppl!) you guys have been so much fun to tease, and i think you guys have been extremely good role models for all of us here. love you guys for being so dedicated to the co!

batchmates: thankyou so much you guys. you guys have made life in rgco so much more fun. i think our batch rocks the most. we've ATTEMPTED to write farewell notes, we've been late for every single thing, we've been SO subtle in planning birthday "surprises", we've spent hours trying to decide on presents, we've all held hands in anticipation of the results, we've cried on each other's shoulders... we've done so many things together. and i will NEVER forget you guys. ever. love all of you so much. more than i can express here.

juniors: i love you guys so so much. all of you have achieved so much in such a little time. i am so proud of each and every one of you. you guys have been lively, fun, and just amazing. strive hard for syf'07 and do us proud once again yeah?

batches come and go, but this love will never end.

sherry


Sherry rawkks kay. haha.

english lesson now. supposedly. but end up in this shaw lab. and i love these coms!!! it's so damn fast. ^^ yay love rgco xianyue!!! we rule, no matter what happens!!!




Sunday, April 24, 2005

email from rachel. haha very touching. lol.


Hi there

Well I guess SYF is over (let's take a breather) ...

I can't say all this to the whole CO considering we're stopping practice till after EOIs, so might as well tell you through email.

I don't know whether you all are happy or not, but one thing is for sure, that you all demonstrated that you tried your best and that is what I'm really proud of, for you all showed the CO arena that you all could get decent results out of a very young orchestra (not in terms of how long the orchestra has been around but in terms of the experience of the members forming the orchestra). We have about 70-80% of the orchestra having only learnt for 1 year or so, so I think it's a remarkable achievement to get gold with that statistic. And irregardless of what happened on stage, what happened before is clearcut enough that you all really tried hard to attain what you hoped to attain, and that dedication is something to be really proud of.
As I said before, the results don't matter; what matters is that you know you've tried your best. Especially under such a tense situation.

And for that, Zhao Meng and I just want to thank all of you for putting your best foot forward, achieving what I deem is a very satisfying result for many of us and keeping the RGCO spirit there all the time. We know what we are capable of, so we will continue fighting harder all the way ok? There's still concerts and '07 SYF to fight for, so let us think ahead, work ahead and jiayou!

Thanks to the sectional leaders as well for working so hard to ensure that your section keeps up with expectations...for ensuring that you all kept the spirit going...and for ensuring everyone is united in their goal to work hard. :)

Three cheers for RGCO!

I love all of you :):)
Love, Rachel


yay. kudos to ray!!!






It didn't feel like SYF at all. It was like some rehearsal or something. But when they were announcing, I started noticing the audience and everything, and realised YES IT WAS SYF. I was like shivering for the first half of Xing Kong before I reminded myself to put in gan qing into the song. Later on it dint feel that bad anymore but we still screwed up quite badly larh. Wang laoshi's face was like damn pissed but according to Mindy, she was liddat the previous syf too. =X

The 15 minutes on stage was over very quickly. To tell the truth I was quite disappointed with our performance. I cried. Alot of other people cried too. I think the reason we cried wasn't because we wanted gold with honours, but cos we all felt that it wasn't our best and we could have done alot more better.

Just before results was announced, everyone was just squeezing each other's hand so tightly. "Raffles Girls' School - Gold." The expected reaction would most probably be the whole of rgco jumping around and screaming their heads off.. but it was just silence. Like what Jingxuan said in her blog, I just didnt know what to feel. I kinda remained emotionless until I went back to school. Section dinner definitely helped cheer me up alot. Without the dinner I think I'll still be half dead.

The 'Gold with honours' idea is bad. We used to be veh happy to get gold. But with the 'gold with honours', 'gold' just dint seem to be the best anymore and I guess deep down everyone hoped for honours.

---quoted from esther's blog. yupp. random blabberings. yuppz.

luv rgco!!! luv huuzas. luv spuds.



syf is the route to discovery...
Saturday, April 23, 2005

syf is over. we got GOLD. [without honours] but yeah, quite an achievement still. i guess i am not too emotional about this since i am a sec2, and two years later, we still have a chance to really achieve what we wan to achieve. but the main difference is, two years later, there'll be no more ray, minggy, esther, serene, sherry, yannie, huimin, joyce, shuli, pris, no more potaHtoes, no more angelz, no more seniors. we are going to be THE seniors. sec4 batch. leading the orchestra on. scary, isn't it? i guess that's why esther and serene miss may and gillianne so much. because they're the ones in control now. the ones to make decisions. it's scary. and a year later, we're goping to have zhonghu juniors. that's even more scary. i mean we and estha, rene are ok, but we are not close to may and gil. yup see? hmm. maybe i am thinking too far. oh wellz. -.-'''

yesterday 22 april 05 fine weather syf

yesterday morning was sad kay. we missed the train. and the second train had technical faults. so we took the third train. the train was really packed. there was this weird aunty standing in front of me. she kept on cleaning her mouth, and staring at me and alice through her two-layered sunglasses. she's weird alright. and she scolded this guy who accidentally knocked onto her in this sardine packed train 'scum' and all those stuff. yeah and when we reached the busstop, it was really packed with rg people. even yuling the normally very early gurl was there. and 190 just never came. we waited and waited, but it never came. so yeah, when 124 came, we naturally just hopped onto it. and guess what??? it is THE bus!!! that AI bus!!! gosh gosh!!! -excited- AI bus!!! AI bus!!! THE bus!!! so i went bersek of course. it so rawks!!! got down at the next stop. so sad!!! only manage to stay on the bus for like...one minute? sad lorhz. then we walked to school, from far east there. the crazy bunch of us consist of chunyue, siyun, alice, yuling, yanyee, lynn, the crazy friend of yuling's, and me. haha. it was really funny. we were like half-running half-walking to school...saw jtoh on th way. anyway, we went straight for assembly. eng summative. recess!!! yeah then it's maths...endured ms lim's linear graph lesson...was glancing at the clock the whole time.

then 10 o'clock!!! rushed off. change. go co room. get my zhonghu. go ks chee. prac prac prac. got many good-luck notes and many chocolates and sweets from seniors and even people from other sections. yay. we stay bonded and strong!!! lol. wgy came. prac xingkong and mjh. twice. esther, for dunno what reason, became very stressed out. maybe cuz she's the zuzhang and lead the zhonghuUzians...oh well. had lunch. ate chicken chop with lingg. then went back to classroom to get my hmwk. go back to co room. carry zhonghu case and walked back to the ks chee. went on board the bus. crap with crappy yubo, our dear junior. she's really crappy kay. esther and serene sat in front of us. she's really crappy. -cold sweat- lol. yup. reach SCH. went down the bus. forgot to take my zhonghu down. put our stuff in the foyer. apply songxiang. and tune zhonghu. wgy help me tiao yin. assemble. was holding two zhonghuUz. hugging everyone. hugged mel, yihui, lingg (she's reluctant. -pouts-), eelyn, sam, hwee, val, estha, rene, sherry, orenji...yarh almost everyone. orenji was nice. she helped me hold the spare zhonghu. went behind to prac with jiahui and estha. sat there barefooted. XD so fun. huiling, chengfeng, and may de freaky!!! came back. with some others the names i carn rmbr. and some se-se-se-seniors. prac prac prac. went into the tuning room. wgy just 'guo' all the huuz. then we played parts of xingkong and mjh. i think the sheng encountered some probs or sth. then my zhonghu went out of tune cuz i knocked onto chinhwee. or visi versa. anyway, went to liyu to tiao yin. she's zai. yup. waited in that all too familiar place. zhonghu went out of tune again. tiao. went on stage. and all is history.

after that, esther cried. cuz she thought we played badly. oh well. it's not good. it's ok. but not the best. waited for results. wasn't feeling enthu. anyway, to cut the long story short, we got gold. yupz. without honours. expected. well. it was definately not the best performance. everyone started crying and stuff like that. and we cheered! led by ray. so yarh. sam was like saying...we are inexperienced now, but two years later it'll be a different story. i so hope. without the angelz and potaHtoes, we'll be...welll. wgy came and console us larh. sherry was like crying and hugging. poor sherry. her last syf, since she doesn't want to join co in jc. being a zz must be hard for her. yay seniors u guys rawkks!!! mindy was high-per ytd. she was speaking very softly, but was practically jumping arnd hugging esther they all. wow what a change in attitude. -gape-

went back school. saw the ai bus again!!! again!!! it went right past our bus!!! -excited- ytd was my ai day!!! see the bus twice!!! and sat in the bus once some more!!! changed into pullover and jeans in the handbell room. then we went off to paragorn!!! spageddi. it's this italian restaurant. quite cheesy. the seniors were there!!! as in may huiling chengfeng they all. yay. lingg and i shared a bbq pizza. we stole some food from others. -full and satisfied- but alas, we carnt resist the temptation of chocolate cake!!! scraped it clean. haha mel and yihui were staring at us with unbelieving eyes. haha. cannot waste food!!! yup we the greedy peegs!!! no wait. correction. ling the greedy peeg. not me! haha felkt like a rubbish bin. then sherry and esther and yannie and serene went to the 'toilet' and 'produced' a shit cake!!! haha im being gross. it was chocolate larh. very thick choclate. to celebrate huimin de shouxi's b'dae!!! haha she did some funny poses...we ate the choclate cake up!!! then we took pictures!!! may was super nice ytd. lol.

section dinner is fun!!! and it rawks!!!

ytd is really great.

seniors: hey u guys are our inspiration. rawkk on!!! love ya lots!!!

batchmates: yay spuds forever!!! we rule!!! strive hard and in two years time we'll achieve the impossible!!! we'll stay united no matter what happen!!!

junior: hey yubo...the crappy gurl....u are pro. just believe in yourself and u will be great!!! like ray and sherry they all...lead ur batch on!!!

yeah. rgco huUz rawkks!!! we RULE the world!!!

hwee and val: we've gone through so much togther. thank u!!! zhonghUzians '07

esther and serene: our dearr seniors!!! thank u for ur guidance and help!!! i noe i am quite bad at zhonghu...thanks for all ur tolerance and all!!!

go minggy's blog ( if u dunn have her URL, then go to my links) to listen to xingkong and mjh's recordings!!! that's US!!! yay rgCO forever!!!

RGCO RULEEEEEZ






haha sam is so confident. that we will get gwhs in two yrs' time. oh well. i dunno. people like val, jas, mel, yihui, lingg, sam, eelyn, shiting and jiahui (the whole bunch of us) may get pro-er when by the time we reach sec4...but can we really do it? haiz. -stressed-

co is funn!!! (have i said so before?)

rgcoians are niceee. pple like meee.

hahas.






some harry pottie quiz stuff


Harry Potter Personality Quiz by Pirate Monkeys Inc.



inspired by yihui who is inspired by minggy. lol.

gosh i really love rgco now. esp. rgco xianyue. and the spudds-my fellow batchmates!!! u guyyys reallie rawkk. i dunno. maybe because of syf? maybe we just sort of bond together during those extra praccs?? cuz i really love rgco now. really. i even have this sudden urge to pracc manjianghong and xingkong right now. wow. this is so...unbelievable. i actually want to pracc. haiz. me one majorr slackerr.

i love mjh!!! i love xingkong!!! i love rgco!!! yayz!!!




Tuesday, April 19, 2005

hey i am bored sianz. com studs now. and i have a terrible toothache. can't even open my mouth to speak without hurting my gums. -winces- hate my braces. hate them. stupid metal wire, poking into my flesh. now the wax covering the tip of the wire is so embedded in my flesh, and got stuck there. can't even remove it. stooopid dentist. stoopid braces. my gums are rotting!!! argh!!! -sigh-

band got gold with honours!!! cool right??? happy for them. yay congrates banders!!! gosh now that syf is only 3 days away, nervousness is mounting up within me. i am freaked.

haha lol my classmate is playing tonghua in class right now. ^.^

tonghua rawks!!!

oh yarh oh yarh. i am in major trouble. shan't elaborate. -cries- o.0

somebody else is playing tonghua on her com too. it's super loud. so yarh there's some kind of competition going on i guess. tonghua is so sad!!! and nice!!!

so whoever want to watch tonghua MV or just wanna listen to the song, i can send to y'all!!! -converting everyone into tonghua fans- Lol.

apparently this block is sort of free blockish.

and i am very bored.

yesh yesh new blogskin!!! yay it's ok larh, but shall personalize it next time when im free...

and watched SoR !!! part of it anyway. quite nice. but not as nice as errm...LoTRs or mx. yup. but not very boring larh. yeah yeah me the squealer. -roll eyes-

some other guangliang song playing right now on someone's com. nice.

i am bored.

ok ok shall go upload video clips onto the com now.

byez...

>.<




Sunday, April 17, 2005

yup too tired to blog...so just use this quiz i get from mel's webbie to fill up space....

Rainbow of Icons by FreezingInTheSno
Your name
Favorite Color
Birthday
Your Pink Icon
Your Blue Icon
Your Yellow Icon
Your Green Icon
Your Red Icon
Your Purple Icon
Your Orange Icon
Quiz created with MemeGen!

lol!!!

actually right, the real me loves green, oneheart loves pink and purple, and sillyduck loves blooo!!!

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

princess diaries II !!!

it's soo soo soo corny. just right for my taste. it's so so funny!!! watched it in zhengpei's house last year and rewatched it yeaterday. i used to like michael more than nicholas, but now i prefer nick. lol lol. though he's quite ugly and all...i love the part when he was riding the huge size bike!!! it was hilarious. budden the original princess diaries is charming!!! ^^ "At the end of the credits, the voice of Joe (Hector Elizondo), gives a commercial encouraging viewers to travel to Genovia." lamo!!!

oh sports fest ytd. was ok larh. but not as fun as last yr. and we're quite average this yr. last yr was a fairy tale~~ !!! the ex-com members came back. amelia, amy ma'am, junli they all. they're so different from how they look the last time i saw them!!! hmm. and i saw the sauto senior of mine who hates me. for digressing during auto. -.-''' it's so weird!!! one year has past since WE were standing on the green fields, doing our super NICE mass dance. and buckle got this extra point for picking up litter the houses left behind. or something. i sorta forgot. but anewae, last year was FUN!!! unlike this year. -happy memories flooding back- xiang3 dang1 nian2!!! lol lol. and last yr's orientation totally rawkks. was flipping through my last yr's diary...last yr i've got soooo much fun!!! *regrets* -crying for the unfairness of all-

GOOD OL' DAYS
-when THEY all are not here!!! ( j/k j/k)
-orientation
-camp
-house pracs
-mass dance
-the buckle spirit
-co concert
-ms quek ( yanhan's evil twin )
-mr lim ( both the bio and chinese )
-mrs loh, ms ow, ms lim and ms wu
-tay york lan
-blk J
-blk H
-crazy about...u noe...

and now, it's all history.

sherrie is in cheerleading for buckle!!! she can do a split!!! she is proooooo!!!

and i saw THAT BUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -shrieks- zhengpei saw it!!!! and pointed out to me!!! right outside toh payoh stadium!!! that bussssssss!!! my busssss!!! -swoon- i just screamed/shrieked. and ran after the bus!!!!! ( after alice reminded me ) omg OMG!!!!

shall stop hyperventilating.




Friday, April 08, 2005

crap crap crappy!!!



tonghua
Wednesday, April 06, 2005

gosh i love chen lao shi!!! she rocks man!!! instead of asking us to do jiabao or presentation during chinese, she showed us guang liang's tong hua MV!!!! twice some more!!! i love tong hua!!! the MV is so darn sad/wonderful/fantastic/nice/wonderful/great...the main character guy is deaf i think, and the gal has some kind of fatal disease which eventually claimed her life. so sad right? she was listening to his concert during the last few moments of his life...and when the song ended, she died too. sad!!!! *cries* *waaaaaaaaail* i love tong hua!!! so anyone of u have tonghua MV can pleaseeeee send me/lend me? pleaseeeee??? lmao.

童话歌手:光良 专辑:童话
忘了有多久再没听到你对我说你最爱的故事我想了很久我开始慌了是不是我又做错了什么你哭着对我说童话里都是骗人的我不可能是你的王子也许你不会懂从你说爱我以后我的天空星星都亮了我愿变成童话里你爱的那个天使张开双手变成翅膀守护你你要相信相信我们会像童话故事里幸福和快乐是结局一起写我们的结局你哭着对我说童话里都是骗人的我不可能是你的王子也许你不会懂从你说爱我以后我的天空星星都亮了我愿变成童话里你爱的那个天使张开双手变成翅膀守护你你要相信相信我们会像童话故事里幸福和快乐是结局我要变成童话里你爱的那个天使张开双手变成翅膀守护你你要相信相信我们会像童话故事里幸福和快乐是结局我会变成童话里你爱的那个天使张开双手变成翅膀守护你你要相信相信我们会像童话故事里幸福和快乐是结局一起写我们的结局

mon. CLE workshop. the coaches are lameeeeee. -roll eyes- coach sam sorta look like karwei. coach luke is lameeeee. -roll eyes- *rmbrs the indian dancing and the watermelon/blame pushing, plus the 'what time it is baby darrrling?'* -roll eyes again- he is lamee kay. VERY. and VERY is a mild world to use. -roll eyes- by now my eyes are almost dropping out of their sockets. so i should stop rolling my eyes. -roll eyes again as eye balls drop onto the floor- ouch. it's not fair!!! apparently he showed alice they all the william hung clip...this is not fair!!! anything to do with ai is good stuff!!! -pouts- yeah and my session is stuck with a powerpoint side that does'nt seem to work. -.-'''

oh yeah ai today is so...0.o the theme is so bor-ing. Classical music? what age is this? stone age? -sarcasm dripping- carrie is great. can't say the same for scott. he is kinda shakey. nikko sang one hand one heart!!! me!!! gosh when he was sing the song it seemed as if he was calling out my name!!! so i'll say nikko is the best. haha im biased. lolll. bo was so so. but i still don't like him. constantine is improving but still...long way to go ehh. nadia is okaaay. anwar used to be my favourite, but now he's soo...bland. i dun like anwar le. 'comfortable' is too good a word to use. vonzell is not very impressive, contrary to what the judges think. gosh if i were to be a ai judge i'll be sacked in...minutes? people are gonna bash me up. lolllllll.

tonghua rocks. listening to it now. it is SAD!!! gosh gosh now i am a guangliang fan!!!! hahaha loll. but tong hua IS nice.



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