Hate YOU.
Thursday, July 12, 2007

Maybe the worst thing in the world is indifference. Realizing [with a jolt] that really, you cannot be bothered. Perhaps, you cannot even remember when you stopped caring. Ain't that sad?

Zeq hates her tone. In that millisecond, she hated every single molecule of the person standing in front of her. 'Yeahhhh.' Zeq mimicked Meq, knowing fully well that it'll drive her nuts. But she couldn't care. She's not good at controlling her emotions anyway.

Glancing at Meq as she stomped off, Zeq couldn't help but smiled secretly to herself. Yeah, she infuriated a tigress, poking her in the wrong spot at the wrong time, but the feeling was great. She felt exhilarated.

Why should I conform? Why should anyone force me to do something against my wish?

Oh rightt, because I'm supposed to obey orders. Now, do you want me to bow to you in reverence?

Y'know, I've never felt as if I'm part of the community. I've always thought I'm an outlier. One who is unwilling to conform to the norms of the community, a homeless dude who doesn't belong anywhere. Like a nomad, I move from city to city, town to town, leaving a place when grief has exceeded my attachment to the place.

I dunno. I've always felt there's an exclusive club everywhere I go, where privileges are given only to members of the club. And no, I've never part of THE club.

So what? I couldn't care less about promotions. If promos are just about how much one contribute to the CCA [which is what I see happening, heh], then I may as well be rankless. See? We're out of the exclusive club, we never know what's going on, we have and will always be people nobody is concerned with [except surprising, our attendence, which is in fact better than some people from the exclusive club but hell, that's the only thing they are concerned with anyway].

I don't feel as if I belong. To anywhere. I hope I'm like Snape, but I can't.

I hate the world.

And yes, you are right. I hate you too.

In the darkness, I crave for light.

Why. Are you so self-absorbed?

And bitching about others is a sin too. So I shall stop.

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